Poems of Sorrow
Creeping
creeping around my own house
like a ghost in white sheets
sometimes i wonder
if anyone ever sees me
not the me that i show
to everyone else
the me only i know
that i stash on a shelf
why do i creep?
fears terrors and sweats
all haunt me daily
and will forever i bet
is anyone watching?
can anyone see
the curtains stay closed
so nobody can peek
at me......
Bars
i have bars on my mind
and over my soul
and im trying so hard
to hold on to my soul
a life full of bars
that is what i live
and sometimes i know
ive nothing left i can give
the bars are a warning
to people outside
to leave me alone
and not try to guide
me through this maelstrom
of sorrow and pain
and just leave me be
alone in my rain
my bars will not leave me
no matter how hard you might try
so please just give up
I hate seeing people sigh
Lightning
flashes of lightning
in my mind
explosions of light
deep inside
booming and banging
all through my brain
flashes of thunder
and flashes of rain
the lightning is flashbacks
my sorrow the rain
and mostly i find
that my thunder is pain
i try to ignore it
i do whatever i can
but it feels like im walking
in treacherous quicksand
and then i give in
to the storm within me
and it feels like my soul
is lost and always will be
Can I Send You Back The Rain
my days are full of agony
my heart is full of pain
the clouds above are making me blue
can i send you back the rain
theres another world inside the sea
there are secrets in my soul that i cant find
and i need some fortification against
the nightmares making my teeth grind
thanks to what ive gone through
a part of me is gone
and even in crowds of people
i feel desperately alone
the thunder always draws me
there's water in my brain
i need to get peices of me back
so can i send you back the rain
Anger
weighing you down
making your heart race
pushing rational thought aside
crazy-making
aggravating
can you let it go?
or will you lose control?
fist on a wall
an angry phone call
screaming
raging
sweat beads break out on your forehead
acid churns in your stomach
adrenalin rushing
blood pumping
deep breaths and counting to 10
meditaton and relaxation
harmony
quality
calming down
over